Paranoia doesn’t even begin to cover it, but Pronoia is closer than a universe willing to fight against fate. 

To be peaceful in transaction of energy is more whole & round than creating a truthful conspiracy.

To be filled with woes wouldst not be me,

To be radiant with colors would be much more grounding.
So I imbibe in myself,

& so do you,

Because I am my biggest fan,

 & so are you.